I recently realized how few pictures of me there are for certain parts of my life. On the one hand, this makes me kind of sad. I'm never going to be able to go back and take more pictures of myself during those times, so they're just stuck in my sometimes-distorted memory. On the other hand, if I claim to have been extremely beautiful or stylish or whatever, there's no proof to the contrary.
So what brought on this revelation? I was just looking through some old pictures and realized there are big gaps in the dates. And when I say big, I mean BIG. At one point, there a good year missing. Did I not do anything picture-worthy for that year? Was my camera broken? Was I too lazy to buy film or clear up space on my memory card? I honestly have no idea. I'd like to think there is proof that I existed during that year, other than the fact that I existed before and after, but I don't have it. Maybe somebody out there does.
So what's the point? I've decided that I will create more photo ops for myself. I currently tend to take pictures of others -- my puppy, my new niece, my family, my friends. But somehow, I forget to include myself in those pictures. No more! I will included myself in at least one picture every week. Maybe it will be hanging out with friends or family, or visiting some place new and exciting, or just chilling on my couch on a Friday night. Whatever the occasion, there will be tangible proof that I existed during that time.
Strangely enough, I want to be able to be embarrassed by my clothes/hair/goofy smile/whatever, in 20 years. So let's raise a glass to occasionally making ourselves the center of attention.
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